This movie alternates between three periods in Robert Tucker's life in a tan tone: he is an elderly man who is on the brink of death at a nursing home on Christmas; He is in middle age, taking care of his happy but dying mother; He is a child from a Catholic school, practicing catechism, going to confession for the first time, receiving the Eucharist, surrounded by the singing of a children's choir. In middle age, he flipped through his scrapbook, which contained photos of muscular men; He recalled the cremation of his lover and his mother. On the last night of his life, a nurse sat beside him; In his final breath, he stretched forward and backward..